REALLY LOVE DIS SONG....

Wait..

Recently I quite busy becoz I'm rushing my KP,PA Assignment and other Assignment....huhu..then GIFTED PROGRAMME..make me really..really...stress..huwaaaa...also I need to learn sumthing new for my journey.... It really Busy all day long.... Becoz of dis.....

I can't meet my ♥Lovely HubBy♥..... Really unhappy...Batman..i miss you..

Juz Relax...haha..

Change or not to change...huhuu...

Dis cant be right i've to go back to d start of things or at least make an attempt..
Time…
do we really noe wat it is??
Time..
its juz a word used to measure wat we cant control,
its all juz an illusion nothing else...
I cant accept dis cataclysmic fall...
I’ll make it better again..
juz wait..

May our Ramadan be accepted by Allah and may he grant us long life to witness the next season of Ramadan...
HAPPY EID MUBARAK TO ALL

"You Raise Me Up

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;

When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

Thanks..DEAR..

Are You Hurting?

To u out der who r hurting..tat heavy pain in ur chest?

I noe it only too well n i've some really good advice..
Breathe...., it gets better, every second tat passes is a second u've survived tat pain.
Drain d colors out of d pictures tat r replaying in ur head again n... again.
Juz for a second think of time u were happy b4 u met ur partner..n dun say der isn't one.., it makes u feel better if for a moment.

Now change sumthing, move sumthing even if u change his name in ur phone, watch shin chan... juz anything tats new..do it now.. remove their belongings..be free of dem for juz a while.. so u can feel d emotion inside urself.

Tat pain u feel in ur chest is juz triggered by d emotion u r feeling right now anger, sadness, loss, grief, betrayal.
Acknowledge it...

Take a another breath n noe tat u deserve not too feel dis pain, u r smart.. beautiful as an individual, u r u ...n tat person has taken u for granted u may feel like u've lost sumthing but believe me u've juz found sumthing..
u've juz found ur inner strength..

Be proud, not sad take a few days to urself to think things over do wat feels right to u tat inner voice tat comes frm ur heart tat tells u d way to go..
Sometimes in life d hardest path to choose is usually d right one..u r strong, have some 'me' time n let dem wait 4 u.

U can do it..now breathe.

Michael Jackson - Give thanks to Allah

Give thanks to Allah,
for the moon and the stars
prays in all day full,
what is and what was
take hold of your iman
dont givin to shaitan
oh you who believe please give thanks to Allah..Allahu Ghefor Allahu Rahim Allahu yuhibo el Mohsinin,
hua Khalikhone hua Razikhone whahoa ala kolli sheiin khadir..Allah is Ghefor Allah is Rahim Allah is the one who loves the Mohsinin,
he is a creater, he is a sistainer and he is the one who has power over all.

Give thanks to Allah,
for the moon and the stars
prays in all day full,
what is and what was
take hold of your iman
dont givin to shaitan
oh you who believe please give thanks to Allah.
Allahu Ghefor Allahu Rahim Allahu yuhibo el Mohsinin,
hua Khalikhone hua Razikhone whahoa ala kolli sheiin khadir

Allah is Ghefor Allah is Rahim Allah is the one who loves the Mohsinin,
he is a creater, he is a sistainer and he is the one who has power over all.

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Congrato!!!

DEAR...
1st let me start by congratulating dose who've made it to dis day... graduation day, 2009...hip..hip..hooray... d long awaited day has arrived when all d hard work of years, culminates in dis day of celebration.!

d people tat helped u along d way, even if they weren't certain of d outcome, never withdrew their love & support... u noe who they r...
Juz look into d crowd n u'll see dem, buttons popping, dabbing away a tear or two...
It's ur day.., but u didn't get here alone...
ders not enough time in one's lifetime to learn everything there is to noe....u may be an expert in ur field n ur opinion highly sought.., but never get to point where u think der's no more to learn. Be humble but strong in ur convictions, most of all,... be true to yourself.!!!
CONGRATO!!!

Think or not to Think...

BOhSAN….BOhhSANNN….I noe tat my r/s now isn’t going to be easy…but I’ve to be brave enough to experience dis emotional roller coaster….act, i dun wana take our r/s for granted batman…coz i noe it’s hard to find true love n a good person like u…to share my hopes n dreams wit...i need sumone to travel beside me on my life’s path…act dear, I dunno how to make u feel tat u r a part of my life… Shud i make a regular habit of talking to u on phone n der shud be hope of meeting soon...dunno..my be I shud take up a new hobby…hmmm..

Back To SCHOOL...

Welcome back !!!!,
D ‘1st’ day of school is here,n in sum ways, not much has changed..
meet d same lectr…same members…and same office….huhuhu…!
Well, maybe a few things have changed…
assgment…syllabus n see how much work is expected of me dis semester…hmmm…
So, I shud take advantage of d new semester n take d time to get organized now,den when things get hectic later on, i'll be prepared...
Wanna go to Warta n get a new planner…kukui..
hopefully I’ll get a well semester..Aminnn…

A Song 4 U

A new day has...come
I was waiting for so long
For a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong
Hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times
I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought
I had it all
But I was waiting for you
Hush, love I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come
Where it was dark now there's light
Where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness,
I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
Hush, love I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has...come

A Song 4 U

A New Day Has Come...

Today marks d start of my 2nd semester in d Master’s program…. Surely I’m excited to get started… dis semester I’ll be taking 4 courses wit al my beloved fren…n more special…wit my step mom…huhuhuu…be strong my dear…

Result

Well, its tat time of d year again when I get my exam results n once again I’m very pleased wit d outcome… I achieved a first average dis semester making my position a very strong one for doing well in the nex sem. KP module which was without a doubt d hardest exam I’ve ever taken…huhu…A bulat nw in my hand…but…Surprisingly my lowest mark (B+) came in my Dato’ module which I felt was one of d easiest exams n one of d ones I was most likely to excel in…huhuhu.. der may have been some complacency involved resulting in my lower than expected performance… My ‘cake’ result (A-) did confirm to me tat it is possible to do very well in dis module wit a minimum of work..dis was without a doubt my least revised-for module… Not quite sure why dis is, but I’m not complaining at d grade.On a more serious note these results mean tat I’m going into d nex sem on oklalala standing and tat I can also afford to oklalala relax…but today’s surely a very good day….

Fasting Puts our Passions & our Vain Desires in Check

Dis's why d Prophet gave d following advice:

“O assembly of young people, whosoever among u has d wherewithal to marry should do so, as it will help him to lower his gaze n safeguard his chastity....n whoever is unable to do so should fast, because it diminishes sexual desire.”

[Sahîh al-Bukhârî (5066) & Sahîh Muslim (1400)]

The Prophet (peace be upon him) points out tat fasting withholds a person frm responding to his passions. Some scholars have discussed dis hadîth in conjunction wit another, where d Prophet (peace be upon him) says:

“Indeed, Satan circulates through d descendant of Adam as blood circulates through d body.”

[Sahîh al-Bukhârî (2039) & Sahîh Muslim (2174)]

Even though d phrase

“…so restrict his circulatory paths by fasting”

tat's sometimes quoted along wit dis hadîth is baseless, d fact remains tat fasting does put our passions in check, n it's quite possible tat one way in which it does so is by restricting Satan’s ability to circulate within our persons, as stated by some scholars.

Wat's more likely is tat fasting keeps our compulsions in check by keeping us involved in a specific act of worship... dis continuous connection wit an act of worship helps us to refrain frm unlawful acts, including those acts, like the forbidden gaze, tat incite our desires....

I really dunno where to start, or how to start, except to say Tq 4 all concern+care+support+words of encouragement.

What's important 4 me now is to constantly remind myself tat I'm surrounded by good friends n an extended family tat cares very much 4 me... n to put3 who was worried for me n tried to get in touch, let me say this now – u r my best buddy who’s actually care. Tq so much!!!

I'm much better now...Huhuhu...I/Allah wit Syed.. Thanks to a few people who were der 4 me (u noe who u r). Sue, Norm, Far, eyene, my bos n her hubby dr.ayman who gave me a good bitch-slap (in a good way)...juz held my hand in silence, n told me not to worry!!!