A Place 4 Me 2 Write Wut I See, Feel & Think Bout Almost Everything

Saturday, May 16, 2009


So, here I’m, all by myself, thinkin of u - no one else. Der's a feeling inside n as hard as I try, it juz won't go away. d Cameron rose tat u gave me has faded n wilted away. But, d love tucked in deep inside remains in my heart forever. Time will prove my love to u n cement my place in ur heart forever. For time will give me d credibility n d believability tat I need to convince u to wanna spend the rest of ur life with me. Tat I’m worthy of such a commitment from u.”

Dear Syed,

I’m juz writing to show d world how much I love u n never stopped loving u. U r one of d most remarkable people I've ever known. You're kind, caring, loving n patient wit bulan mengambang …hehe… Syed, u noe…when I’m wit u, I feel alive...coz u bring to me a happiness no one else has before…u bring to me a love I’ve never known before.

I couldn’t imagine wat my life wud be like without u. I noe tat I dun wanna even imagine. U’ve touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. My Aiman.. der’s nothing tat I could ever give u tat wud ever come close to how I feel bout u. I love being wit u n I wanna spend d rest of my life wit u…hope u feel d same.. If only u knew how much I wanna stay in ur life.

Act sayang, I dunno wat love is.. But if it means caring for u, respecting u, believing in u n putting ur happiness above my own, then I’m in love. This is not lust or a silly crush... I really do love u.. las nite we’ve spent together have been incredibly romantic. I hope tat der r more great times to come. I love you, Syed....n ‘ll be missing u…Gudluck in ur future…n our planning…I love u so much…